am i being annoying!?

AM I BEING ANNOYING RIGHT NOW!?!?!?

50.2/365

and Day 2 of 30ds which i started over again lol

OMGGGGGGG
Literally so happy to be back to school!!!!!

everyone is amazing and wonderful
it is the best feeling to just walk down Mass row and see so many familiar faces and everyone is smiling and hugging and cheerful, and even though it's 34 degrees i'm warm in my soul!!!!!

spanish today lolololol gonna fail that class
then oceanography with cole and alex, best class ever

i can't already tell that this is going to be the best term ever...AHHHH  can't control my excitement, gonna study!!

Upon accidentally making eye contact with someone:

DO: give a friendly smile or nod

DONT: quickly look away and try and hide in coffee.

done with lsat forever!!!!
now...should i sell books and be responsible adult...or BURN THEM IN MASSIVE FIRE?!

feeling (a little) accomplished because I finally applied to at least one job. UGH REAL LIFE WHY DO YOU EXIST
i do REALLY REALLY want this job though, teaching in korea for three months would be amazing

in other news, mitt romney is such a pcilf

sometimes i'll feel like i am the shit and then i'll think of something that happened like three years ago that kind of made me feel awkward at the time and it will suddenly make me feel really insignificant.

or sometimes i'll be sitting quietly studying and i'll read a passage with a word that reminds me of a terribly awkward situation that has happened to me, usually involving some boy, and i will just be PARALYZED by my residual social ineptitude and then run out of time because my eyes will be gliding over the same sentence over and over again while my brain is screaming "I CANT IDENTIFY THE ASSUMPTION BECAUSE I HAVE NOT YET RECOVERED FROM ACCIDENTALLY RELIVING THIS MOMENT THAT I THOUGHT I HAD BURIED."

i really really need to find a way to cure myself of this retroactive mind paralysis.

im one of those strange people who really likes pulling all nighters.
like put me in a room with a bed and some oranges and my kindle and a computer and im totally down to stay up all night 
but then i start feeling really guilty about things that i should be doing the next day and i shouldn't be groggy for
and then i think about how i need to sleep to make sure my muscles rebuild after my workout
and then i think about how throwing off my sleep cycle will raise the levels of cortisol in my blood and make me eat more
and then i think about how my skin will be dull the next day
and how boing will be hard because i'll be tired

and then i get anxious
but then i just think fuck and and keep on doing what i'm doing until i start feeling guilty again.

basically, the only reason i sleep at all is because i'm kind of vain.